Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Sick

I had a terrible day. I felt really gross at work so I went home. I cried the whole way. I climbed into my car and cried.

I've been feeling sick for the past month or so now. My mom thinks it has something to do with everything going on at home and such. She's probably right. But I'm beyond irritated. I wish that for once, this depression would stop interfering with the rest of my life. I had to leave work...thanks to it.

Frustration is the best word I can think of that describes how I feel. So on the way home. I prayed. Out loud. I asked that God would make me feel better. Because I'm tired. Tired of fighting.

And you know what? It's like I instantly felt Him surround me in His love. It's an indescribable feeling. It's during times like those where I wonder how people survive without God. Because let me tell you- I need Him. He's the best support team.

I love love love being able to have faith in such an amazing God.

"Behold, the eye of the Lord is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love, that he may deliver their soul from death and keep them alive in famine." -Psalm 33:18-19


Always blessed,
Marissa Mayer

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